thywarrior2013and2025
On 7/3/2025 my thyroid cancer returned. This is about the roller coaster I am getting on.
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(Triggers – Depression, Anxiety, Cancer, Fibromyalgia, Asthma) I did not choose to have CANCER again after 12 years. Not knowing if we can cure it again. I did not choose to get illness induced asthma after COVID. Not being able to take a deep breath as my body feels it is sick with this cancer…
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I was always tough. I could handle anything. In my life I have almost died multiple times and always bounced back. I supported, and still support my parents, I worked multiple jobs and did it all as a single woman. I never let my emotions get in the way. I would tamper them down and…
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FINALLY on September 16th at 7:45 pm we got some good news! After 3 neck biopsies with the most recent, and most invasive, this past Friday we have good news! What is it you ask? Well, it was so good I had to put on my Wonder Woman toppers in celebration! The most recent biopsy…
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Green Slime Toppers on my PAIR Eyewear Quinns HALLOWEEN? Halloween you say?? WHAT?? Well for those of you who get the heebie jeebies when people celebrate holidays early then STOP READING now! You see, Fall and Halloween are my favorite holidays. They make me happy… pumpkins, fall leaves, fall colors, zombies, werewolves, etc., etc.… So…
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(My 1st day back at work picture. Teacher meeting day.) Well as the title states we got the news of the CT scan back. I wish it was like a Hallmark movie where you get a scan and suddenly you have the whole picture whether good or bad. Then you magically had the solution, and…
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I knew today would be hard. I woke up to nightmares and a feeling of dread over the CT scan tomorrow. To be honest, yes I am worried about how far the cancer has spread, yet I am even more worried about the IV for the contrast. I have horrible veins that roll and getting…
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Waiting…. Waiting….. And more waiting…. There is very little in the world that is worse than waiting for more bad news. Waiting for answers to how your future is going to map itself out. I go between despair and uncontrollable crying to manic happiness over what I still have and trying to fit in as…
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The morning of my surgical consult I felt like it was the end of the world. I had barely slept the night before, and what sleep I had was dotted with dreams of my world ending. My anxiety was in high gear and I was up and ready a full hour and a half before…
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I had such high hopes for this Summer. I wanted to rest, read books, paint, and mainly exercise. Ride my stationary bike, walk with my husband. Perhaps take a few weekend get aways. Have fun. As a helper for my older parents, with a full time teaching job where I work 9-10 hours a day,…
